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Thursday, January 14, 2010

Strange. It feels so strange that I don’t know what to begin with.

Moi: im not much of a talker lately

Mang: are you ok far?

I’ve run so far .very far. Burying the pink and white, heart and blood.

Moi: yeah im ok mang

-I’m looking forward to the first half of the year. Kakak and 3 of my best friends are soon moving to a new phase in life.im soooo happy for them.

- im eager for the second half of the year, to pack and leave. I wish for a great start of a new chapter.

- 2009 have been a dear friend.im learning and growing.. It took me tears and so far a journey to finally geared down and pulled the handbrake. Gazed at the rear mirror and silently realized...

Ya ALLAH,

Grant me the strength. Give me the strength to accept people for it is not in my power to change who they are. Blessed me with patience, to be stronger and better.

-Sayang, thank you for the wonderful ride of 2009.

Happy 2010 my friends.

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take a walk

Saturday, May 30, 2009

melaka may,2009


dear diary,

Sometimes i wonder why am i still here.
Sometimes i wonder is it me or simply the wrong path i chose to take.
Sometimes i wonder will it get better or maybe it simply doesn’t matter.
Sometimes i wonder what if it in 2011 and not now
Sometimes i wonder why haven’t i giving up and take a walk
And sometimes, just sometimes i know it just going to be fine.

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Plan B

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Chatting till 4 in the morning at hartamas square when the original plan was to have a bbq session at toberg’s house was great after all knowing that is was a last minute plan B.For a moment it felt like we were back at SAMURA talking random issues and having the best time.

Yesterday was great.i had never laughed that much for years since we last met and last nite everything was just so ease and care-free.3 years ago it was just yaya,kadir,luqman and yours truly, last nite aainaa and syed and sayang added to the bunch and missing toberg.And this will be the last time for 3 years from now definately a new bunch of us.the more the merrier as they said.Kadir’s wedding is just 2 weeks away.The pioneer.

Yaya: berg ko pakai smart kadir penyagak yang kawin dulu~

Hah.

Certain things, certain peoples just stay as wonderful as they used to be.Im glad we all met in samura dho down under i regreted leaving MGS for samura.But these people,the friendship ,the dorm,the laughs , the memoirs and sayang are my definition of samura.

Yaya: ape ko gelak-gelak kadir?
Kadir: senyum tukan sedekah.gelak aku tak tau ah.pahala besar kot~

Hah

SAMURA, science muar royal accademy ; sek.men sians muar that is.

and yes i am sentimental.

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welcomehome~

Tuesday, November 11, 2008




i feel like killing someone


i need a cat.
i need a cat to pet to cool me down
i need a cat waiting at the door to ease my stress
a white one.


arghh


so much for a comeback entry
....im home dear diary......

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updates

Thursday, October 25, 2007




I change the blogskin.

I need extra zest and as always Adobe Photoshop has never failed to provide the one thing I need hence the new skin.

fly: takla sy sedang buat blogskin ah
fly: buhsan sudah ngn blog tuh
meow: ha..
meow: bagus2..
meow: hambar sambal je aku tgk dh..

Havent been posting anything lately even there were so much happening with the job, the resign, convocation , house , frens and the family.Many many many thanks fellow frens for the conco presents and Dira I can neva thank you more for all the care and the company when im in need.






i received a sms from min after i rang him the day before i went back for raya..


.. missing you guys dho.c u after raya..


im missing you too la munyit that ws the reason i called!! dahla byk dosa kt sy..im missing the rest of the gang too..and our time together...




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migrates



Dear Sir,

I hereby tender my resignation from my position as TM executive. Please accept this letter as a formal notification that I am leaving my position with Tenant Management Unit of Property Development on 25th October 2007, one month from today, as per our contractual…



Today, officially I am no longer attached to TM. three months , dragging yourself every morning to a job you are not willing to just because of the bloody scholarship contract and go to bed wondering ‘ what if ’almost every night.. isn’t something I want to do for the rest of my life.

I have the best superiors, great collogues not to forget joyous working environment but somehow..the soul isn’t there.

Flowers beside your bed,been there for several years now..one day you stared long enuf and finally lifted the crystal vase elsewhere.. where you can still take it back for someday u might need it.Four days passed, you woke up that morning intently looking at the emptiness.’ I need it’…I noe ive been ranting periodically that im tired of architecture. Just when im thinking that I had enough of architecture, im leaving it aside but i come to realized that I freeking need it.the feeling is still there and the love still is..

Hence, I resign. Starting the new job at the firm next week, im yet to know how its gonna be and well aware that im walking towards the uncertain. An easy decision, dis is definitely NOT but after all there’s only two failure. Fail to try or fail after trying.i choose the latter for at least I will know what the ending is..

I need blessings…

farewell disneyland, farewell chuck and larry.. hello amazon ..

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first impression

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

understanding, professional, cool, funny, knowledgeable

..my bos..

above all..he sees what others dont..
yeap he knows and he even try to help..

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^_^

Monday, July 02, 2007

It feels good when your friends pop round, sitting on the bed, talking and giggling, updates each other. i love that .i always do since the MGS era. im used to having my friends in my room , girls..i mean .

..nyet came just now...brief but great..




yesterday was haziq's birthday..i will see him today..wheee..its amazing how much we change over the years . Nine years ago a friend of mine once said" kalu ko ade adik, im sure you gonna kill them.."


and nine years ago..im sure i wont be saying this..


im off to johor today and im gonna hug that little boy tight...

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